Am I Crazy, or is this somehow the nudging of the Holy Spirit?
I was book chapter
recently about contemplative spirituality. One of the comments mentioned
that evangelical church culture tends to be a bit skeptical or contemplative
forms of prayer and meditation.
This got me to
thinking about my old days in the evangelical movement and the
"styles" or worship, the culture, the traditions. I sometimes
think about the people I once was close to and wonder if we'll ever see each
other the same again. I wonder if we ever could sit at the table together
again, be it for the Eucharist or just coffee and a chat where we actually hear
each other as equals instead of looking to convince, convert or otherwise
"prove" something to each other. I wonder, when did the church
become like American politics? When did we start acting like politicians
who will do anything to defeat the other party instead of looking to solve
problems together?
The thing is this
would mean an openness to something that is in many ways
a perceived threat by both parties. For those of us hurt by the conservative
church it is personal wounds. I can't tell you how many
times I've wanted to write an angry letter to THOSE people I knew as
a kid, even before I was involved in church, and tell them how much their
hateful version of Christianity made me want nothing to do with Jesus or the
Church. As an evangelical, I found "liberals" to be a threat-
that somehow if they were right about any one thing that the whole "house
of cards" of my conservative worldview might crumble. To come back
to the table means a bit of vulnerability. Even as I write this I'm not
sure how willing I feel.... and yet the idea keeps coming back to me.
As I read this I
began to wonder if there might be a way to come back to the table and actually
learn from each other. My mainline tradition has a great deal to offer-
be it the liturgy, a value of contemplative traditions, the lectionary (oh how
I LOVE the RCL!), the colors and cycles of the church year. I wonder if
you, my evangelical friends, might find these things valuable if you learned of
them. I wonder what I might learn as well. What would happen if we
stopped focusing on controversial issues and just talked? Is this crazy?
Am I even up for this? I don't know, but it's percolating in my
head. I invite you to join the discussion.
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